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whatever.

Posted in Uncategorized on September 14, 2009 by bey0ndy0nder

Haha. Imagining things again. Life is just life, whatever.

MixUpload.com, #1 in epromoting music

Posted in Uncategorized on September 6, 2009 by bey0ndy0nder

OMG I’m becoming a beat freak

Posted in music, programming on August 29, 2009 by bey0ndy0nder

I’m just tracking to make up some beatz for my game. I’m planning on making a short “film” using my engine. That’s the plan. A “demo”? Yes, something like that.

hehe. It’s just for the game and comic stuff we’re working on. Mostly just me messing around.

BTW, I made this in half an hour. No really, only half an hour!!!
MixUpload

client and server states for project zombie and plus some thoughts on network dead reckonoing

Posted in programming, project zombie on August 11, 2009 by bey0ndy0nder

I’m back to working on the project. SO as you know I did some initial hacking of raknet awhile back, and now I need some refactoring–keeping in mind my original ideas for the frame work. The plan is to implement server and client as stateful states, keeping the current EngineController structure intact. (I may want to refactor out the Ogre rendering so the server does not have to start Ogre). Anyway, EngineController still works the same way but start client or server states as stateful states;that is, both will be persistent. The server can even be stateless, it does not matter since it will be the only state running. On the other hand, for client state, some other part of the game can request the engine to start networking as a “service” and the engine will then create the client state. The client state will then do it’s thing (initializing network components; contact server, handle message pumping).

And this brings me back to my original idea on using delegates –as much as possible–instead of interfaces, for the event system. It may seem like this would be a bad idea because it violates DRY (don’t repeat yourself) principal. I somehow (make this is a mistake I would deeply be regretful of) argued myself around this fact, because I argue that if someone changes the function signature all you have to do is define that function for the object that needs this new function signature. Since I never intended to have many types of objects I argued that I won’t have the problem of having to add a new function to MANY objects. I was just trying something new.

Oh yeah, the network dead reckoning thing. I probably will need to use the physics engine on the client side for dead reckoning. We’ll see when we get there.

Check out ronald jenkees

Posted in programming, thoughts on July 29, 2009 by bey0ndy0nder

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0O2aH4

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoFurLe

I’m trying to duplicate some of the stuff he does. I can’t play it, but I can try to make them on the piano roll.

BTW. THIS IS PROGRAMMING BITCHES! (Sort of).

Posted in Uncategorized on July 20, 2009 by bey0ndy0nder

I’m sorry. Blog is like a diary right? So sometimes people get weirded out, correct? I some times want things to be perfect, but we know that is ever going to happen. I try to be critical of myself, mostly. I don’t usually really attack anyone else. It’s all just crazy talk. Do you usually concern yourselves with the ravings of a madman? I don’t think so.

HEY…

Posted in Uncategorized on July 17, 2009 by bey0ndy0nder

Look man. Sometimes I think stupid thoughts. Doesn’t mean a damn thing. It’s 99% paranoia. It doesn’t mean I’m this and that.

MAN FUCK YOU ALL YOU JUDGMENTAL MOTHERFUCKS.

Okay. I’ve been away working on another part of the PROJECT. That’s why I have not updated regarding PRJZ. I promise to work on it this weekend…coding.

Again. FUCK YOU ALL.

HA.

Loser Loser

Posted in Uncategorized on July 15, 2009 by bey0ndy0nder

I’m a loser.

So I have to say loser things.

Life sucks (4 me).

Now I took a nap, I feel better.

Let the word-wide ridicule commence.

I don’t care. Life sucks.

ha

Posted in Uncategorized on July 15, 2009 by bey0ndy0nder

Most “normal” people you know needs jobs and shit to support their family.

I don’t really have a familly that needs supporting. I need to support my parents and shit. But fuck, why do I have to fucking do this shit?

I don’t care about material things. They are nice. But I don’t need it.

I really can’t go on living like this anymore.

I’m like almost 30 years old. And I feel like I’ve just totally wasted it all.

You know like I still don’t have anyone to love. So what is the point?

There is absolutely nothing “inside” that drives me anymore but getting a fucking paycheck! FUCK THAT SHIT>

I just want to work on my projects.

I’m just going to stay home and work on my shit.

FUCK YOU.

IT IS SHIT. BUT STILL AT LEAST I FEEL IT. NOT SOME TOTAL BLACKHOLE SOUL SUCKING BULLSHIT.

FUCK YOU.

job sucks

Posted in Uncategorized on July 15, 2009 by bey0ndy0nder

I’m seriously sick of it all. I don’t give a fuck anymore.

The computer industry is not working out for me. Programming is no longer “fun.” It’s just bullshit work. It has none of the great and interesting things about computer science and mathematics that made me love it in the first place. It’s just pure bullshit.

I guess I’m also not a people person. SO now motherfuckers all think I’m fucking weird and just mostly ignore me. I fucking marginalized myself into a corner.

Fuck this shit.

Fuck this shit.

Go fuck yourselves.

Fuck me too. I no longer care.